Instead of being god kin, is it possible to just be a being with godlike power? I don’t want to be called god kin because it doesn’t sit right, plus a lot of haters seem to go after them :/

I definitely recommend examining the feelings that go along with those powers, and why you feel them. There are definitely a lot of beings, and characters with godlike powers that aren’t exactly gods. Do you have any memories, feelings of phantom limbs, or strange urges that seem to go along with it? Or is it just the feeling of power?