So lately a realized something weird – and by lately I mean since December or so. I often feel ‘disconnected’ with my body and the first thing that comes into my mind is Chara. I kinda feel like at that exact moment I’m them – I can feel what they do, have their memories, ‘feel’ their relationships with others. And it’s not only at these moments – I always feel these things, but not as strong as then. I’m not sure if I’m kin with them, but if I am… I’m kinda scared of that. (cont.)

(Chara kin cont.) I’m not scared of being kin – not at all – it’s the character. The whole Undertale fandom sees Chara as the bad person, as cruel monster… And I know it’s not true, but I’m afraid that if I say that I’m kin with them, they might be scared of me and/or avoid me. Also, I’m kinda anxious with calling myself as Chara (as saying ‘me’ instead of ‘them’)… I don’t know why… I think it’s because people might think weird stuff… But I still feel like saying that’s indeed me…

It sounds to me more like Chara may be a sort of headmate or soulbond than a kintype.

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